Death

Dear you,

         I deal with death everyday. 
         When it is a job, you detached your emotion from it, because that is probably one of the ways to do your job professionally.
         Yet, when death comes to the people we knew, it became personal.
         Tears drop from a leaking water outlet,  I do not know why.
         But I think I know why.
         The heart could feel the sadness, pain and suffering of others, the victim and their family and friends.
         Yes, I am not immune.
         That death can be so near, and life should be live well and not taken for granted.
         Rest in peace, W, Drs G and MH17 victims.
         W, you were always so positive even when you knew about the prognosis of your health condition, and I will remember your smile and laughter.

                                                                   Jyc

生命

Dear X,

          因为工作的关系，深深觉得能活在世上多么幸运的事。
          有些宝宝还没出生或还没记得这世界，便离开了。
          有些人因意外、有些人看不开、 有些人因别人的过错、有些人在酒和毒品的影响下、有些人因为生病或年老，也离去了。
           有些人因得了癌症而重生，努力过每一天。
           妈说家里的老狗也好像不行了。眼泪在眶里打转。我给了它什么呢？我不在它身旁，而它永远在那里等着我们，直到闭上眼。
　　　　我们在这个世界上，有没有好好利用时间，去做该做的事、想做的事、能做的事、陪该陪的人，以便对得起赐给的宝贵生命。　

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叫老

L,


那天我读到一篇小说的主角说１８岁的自己已经老了，我禁不住大笑。
１８岁叫老，那么７０几岁的人叫什么呢？
在年轻的时候叫老，总是心境在作怪。而那份心境却是真的。
事实上昨天的我们永远比现在我们年轻，而明天的我们也永远比今天老一天。
那么我们是不是应该一直认老？还是平常心的看待年龄这回事。
20几岁叫老，说太迟了，是给自己的一个束缚。
如果解开束缚，觉得今天的自己还是比明天年轻，尽力在当下做自己可以和想做的事，那何不是给自己一个不会退缩，没有后悔，尽情发光的机会？
反正谁知道明天会是怎样。

                                                                                                                        jyc

Brian McKnight

Dear all,

            A great singer, do not need fancy costumes, backup dancers or flowery special effects to showcase God's gift, which is his voice in a live audience.
            All he did was just sang beautifully, effortlessly.....and also playing the guitars, the piano, being humorous, a bit of dancing, and maybe a bit of flirting, plenty of handshaking and interaction with his fans.
            Brian McKnight's voice is so smooth even when his voice is transiting quickly within a huge vocal range, as what R&B song does. 
            It was a great live music experience with a perfect talented voice. I am such a fan now, and I am so glad that I decided last minute to attend. The ticket was a bargain, it definitely worth way more than that!!
     

                                                                                                                                       jyc
         

Sorry.

Dear YJ,
           
           I was such a horrible person.
           The funny thing is that I can't remember now. But those harsh words had clearly embedded in your heart and mind for all these years, and become your impression of me.
           No wonder you hate me.
           I guess the worst person to have grudge with, is a person like me, who forgets, while you remember everything. While the person lives on without even remembering the pain they caused you. And probably you will think to yourself, is there any worth of continuing letting yourself hurt by their unthoughtful words in the past?
           So the lesson of the story is that to think for 10 seconds when one is angry before one write or say anything negative or hurtful, so they don't come and haunt you in the future. You are what you say and write, and once it is out, you can't take it back.
           I am very sorry on behalf of the past horrible immature me, and I hope it will set you free.

                                                                                                                   jyc
 

无声。

 G,

我为什么安静。
为什么说不出话来?
不再为自己辩解。
笑笑的接受别人的猜疑和玩笑。
无声胜有声?
懒得解释?
还是因为要说英文而显得困难?
还是因为要成为别人的瞩目而害羞起来。
还是因为没必要?
我的答案。
我的存在。
我的声音。
就让你们忘了我。
反正只是过客。

Jyc