1st day again

Dear S,

        1st day in a new department. Everything is new and unfamiliar.
        Feel that I'm back to a young duck, trying to maintain a good upper posture, but paddling hard underneath the water, trying to keep up with the other older ducks.
        Felt that I've regressed? Or rather, something never changes...
        But, I'm so glad that after work, I could come back home and relax without worrying to be on call now.

                                                                                                                          jy